Today I had to drop off some stuff to Joe that he accidentally left at the house. While outside his office, I noticed an attractive woman passing by. She had a short skirt and quite a large chest. I couldn't help but notice her. She was noticeable in an appealing way. For whatever reason, I felt the need to comment to Joe about her attention grabbing rack. Of course Joe replies, "that's my secretary."
Sigh. Big sigh. So I've decided to reduce my sweat-pant wearing days from 7 to 3 days a week. To be fair, today my self-maintenance was at an all time low. Marlo had physical therapy at 7:30 a.m. so I didn't even have a chance to brush my teeth this morning before we were out of the house. Gross; I own up to it. And I know Joe thinks I am beautiful either way. It's not so much about Joe as it is about how I feel. I felt lowly seeing this beautiful woman that sits feet away from my husband all day.
Granted I LOVE, LOVE that my job at home means I can wear yoga pants everyday. But I would also like to put in a bit more effort in the self maintenance category. I'm not talking about wearing high heels or mini-skirts. But I can't leave the house without brushing my teeth anymore. And if it means waking up 20 minutes earlier to make sure that I can pull myself together a bit more then so be it!
I guess I could also invest in some new clothes. I haven't really gone shopping for clothes since before Marlo was born. Hmmmm.....this may motivate me to wear something other than sweats.
Below is a picture that Liam snapped of my mom using my phone. My mother is always stunning to me. People, she's a senior citizen and look at her! She's a beauty! I'm going to keep my mom in mind as I work towards my new goal: to bring sexy back into my life. My mother never leaves the house without looking like a gorgeous woman!
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